i nid an answer

im back lol.as we all know spm is near huh??i dont feel like blogging anyway just that i had nth to do im v confuse what should i do after spm i really nid a anwser haiz.work or continue studying?yeewen ask me to continue studying should i?mum keep asking me to give an answer before spm what the hell la i also dont know what i like why do we have to study this kind of shit?i dont even know why im born life is so boring i dont know what answer should i give her maybe i will go suicide?lol im sick of this when i study those ppl talk shit i just want to know will i give the right answer?can someone pls tell me !